“The Demons I fight…”

“Since music is an expression of life…I wish I took more time to write”

The words of Nas are so accurate at this juncture in my life. Aside from prayer, writing has been the medicine to keep me sane. Even if the world never viewed my writing , I would write to silence the demons that do their best to invade my mind. At night is when the demons are the strongest and the loudest, so in many cases my pen is my night-light and my prayers are my covers. It sounds odd to many that a grown man refuses to sleep in the dark, but things I have witnessed in the dark have pushed me to the point of insanity. I would question myself because at certain points because I was convinced it was my imagination. I tried comfort myself with company, but the demons have increased. Pardon my scattered thoughts…

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Published in: on October 20, 2010 at 9:50  Comments (4)  
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  1. Even the strongest of men is afraid of something, but I believe to settle our fears we must trust and believe that our Father will see us through. I pray that the demons that haunt your sleep are no more and you can rest peacefully, but that your pen never stops flowing. Your therapy is a gift and a blessings.

    • My mindset is different, I am no longer in fear. I am more in a position of acceptance.

      KTK

  2. writing has always been helpful therapy…..

    • I definitely agree!

      KTK


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